“It’s not…” Yan Guan shook his head. The cat-like eyes gazed pleadingly at Chao Ge, and his heart softened.
“Then what the hell are you thinking?” Chao Ge pinched his waist, lowering his voice as he asked.
Yan Guan thought for a moment and decided it was best to be honest. “I think of medical texts, of being a good doctor praised by everyone, in order to be worthy of you. You’ve done so much, how could I be indifferent…”
“Yan Guan!” Chao Ge stopped him, practically gritting his teeth.
Not a single word was what he wanted to hear.
Chao Ge pulled Yan Guan into his arms. “You don’t need to do any of this. Forcing it like this is pointless. You still haven’t figured me out, and you haven’t truly recognized who you are (to me).”
After saying that, Chao Ge closed his eyes and exhaled slowly, his fingers caressing the back of Yan Guan’s neck, as if trying to suppress the urge to tear everything apart.
Yan Guan rested his hand on Chao Ge's shoulder, moving closer with small, secretive motions like he was begging for mercy. He didn’t quite understand why Chao Ge was angry. He was always wrapped around him, hadn’t he ever thought about that?
Chao Ge rubbed his cheek against Yan Guan's ear, letting out a sigh. He thought to himself, ‘Forget it. Yan Guan is young and inexperienced. Since I’m so much older than him, I'll have to guide him well in the future. He’ll understand eventually.’
He told himself not to rush. Yan Guan had been lured onto this path by him, almost in defiance of all the upbringing and teachings he'd received in the past. The fact that he could even accept it already took a great deal of courage.
After a moment, Chao Ge patted Yan Guan’s back. "I’ll carry you to bed."
As he stood up and started walking toward the side hall, Yan Guan suddenly resisted.
“What is it?”
Yan Guan straightened up and faced Chao Ge. “Can I sleep here?”
Chao Ge gave a bitter smile. “You should think about what's most important first.”
Yan Guan's breathing quickened as he clung to Chao Ge’s arm, refusing to let go. "I have thought about it!"
“You're not even letting me finish,” Chao Ge said, sounding aggrieved.
Yan Guan continued, “Since I’ve already agreed to be with you, then rumours and my reputation are secondary. I just want... to be closer to you…”
Chao Ge froze, staring at him for a while, thinking to himself, "Did I misunderstand again?"
Yan Guan's face turned red with embarrassment. He couldn't help but regret saying such things. As they say, he who touches ink turns black….
"Once you get in bed, there's no turning back. Have you thought this through?" Chao Ge deliberately reminded him with a straight face.
Yan Guan smiled, not afraid at all, and hugged him a bit tighter.
The one who felt insecure was actually Chao Ge. He was so worried that Yan Guan might not be able to figure things out, that he went to great lengths to have their names engraved together. As Yan Guan thought of this, he was already pushed down onto the bed.
Chao Ge was excited and no longer bothered to hide it.
He immediately removed their clothes, and they tumbled together in a heap.
[Only about five, six, seven, or eight hundred words, right? (Silent Boddhisattva)**]
Finally, they got dirty…
Chao Ge once again nuzzled his neck—the dangerous spot—but only lightly placed his mouth there, not even daring to grind his teeth.
“What are you doing?” Yan Guan weakly pushed him, unable to catch his breath with this person pressing down on him.
“I want to bite you to death… but I can’t bring myself to.”
Yan Guan coughed as he laughed, probably understanding what Chao Ge meant. It was like when he was petting a cat, he couldn’t help but want to kiss the little kitten to death.
Yan Guan blinked, thinking this was interesting, and very much in line with Chao Ge’s usual straightforward style.
T/N: ** taken verbatim from Gongzip raws. The other raws just ended at "...fell into a heap".
Hello, everyone and thanks for your patience, once again. I have been trying to put faces on the our leads for a while now, considering "dark-skinned nomadic warrior" ML are pretty rare in bls. No matter who I pictured, it just didn't seem right, until finally youtube algorithm came to my rescue.
So anyways... for Chao Ge, I see him as a combination of Gong brothers from My Journey to you, specifically Gong Shangjue, but with dressing style of Gong Yuanzhi.
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