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Dec 10, 2024

Chapter 3: Ganzhou


On the day Yan Guan set out, a few neighbours came to see him off.

Yan Guan had learned medicine from his father since childhood and, after the elder passed away, he had continued to hone his craft well. Most of the villagers had benefited from his skills. 

With dark tattoos on his forehead(1) and looking dishevelled, Yan Guan awkwardly pinched the corner of his clothes, softly urging everyone not to come see him off.

"Little doctor Yan, when you reach Liangzhou, write to us after you’ve settled down."

"We will guard the Yan family pharmacy for you."

...

Hearing this, Yan Guan felt a lump in his throat, and thanked them with a choked voice. He had thought it was his fate (to be alone), but he still had people to support him.

Outside the city, the day grew hotter.

The escorting official wiped the sweat off his forehead and sat by the side of the road under a shady tree to drink some water.

Yan Guan had long been unable to endure carrying the seven jin (~3.5 kg) punishment yoke. He was a doctor by profession and rarely did heavy labour, even on ordinary days. He had also been imprisoned for a long time, so his body was even weaker and more frail than the average man.

The officer beckoned Yan Guan over, weighed the yoke in his hand, and immediately pulled back when the iron sheet on top burned him. Walking under the sun—how could it not be scalding?

"Jeez! You’re not that old, but you sure can endure pain," he said as he pulled out the key from his belt and unlocked the yoke. "Loosen up a bit."

Yan Guan, trembling all over, removed the yoke. His shoulders were crushed and torn, flesh and blood mangled. Even the officer couldn't bear to look at it.

Yan Guan had shed all his tears while in prison. No matter how much pain he encountered on the road, it was nothing more than silently applying medicine to his wounds.

After a journey of many stops and starts, they finally managed to deliver him to the border before the beginning of autumn (Liqiu).

"Alright, here are your release papers. When the time comes, someone will come to collect you," the officer instructed as he handed the group over to the local official in charge. He, then, turned around to enjoy a drink and feast at the market.

Since they had been branded with tattoos, they were now slaves and servants, at the mercy of the street ruffians who could beat or kill them at will. No one felt secure.

The man who had earlier asked Yan Guan for medicine had died. The heat had caused his wounds to fester, and he couldn’t hold on.

The official had to escort them, along with other exiled criminals who had been stranded at the border, to Ganzhou, where the royal court (the king's encampment) was located.

The journey was clearly rough. Yan Guan often shrank into the middle of the group, meek and silent, in the hopes of avoiding the whip as much as possible. 

The autumn in Liangzhou was colder than winter in the south. Yan Guan trudged along on feet covered in frostbite, and finally arrived in Ganzhou.

He timidly glanced at the government office in front of him. It wasn’t quite what he had imagined—it had flying eaves and upturned corners, giving it a grand appearance.

He had thought the people here would be more barbaric and live in tents. To his surprise, the market wasn’t much different from those in the Liang Dynasty, though there were fewer people—likely due to the influence of Liang culture.

Although Liangzhou was a fiefdom of the Liang Dynasty, most of the officials here were Wugan people.

The envoy who came to greet them was tall and brawny, with a face full of muscle and a coarse beard. He wasn’t exactly polite, but at least he didn’t resort to violence. In a gruff tone, he gave instructions.

Yan Guan and the others stood in a row, waiting for their assignments.

The bearded man walked up to Yan Guan, gripping his shoulders like iron pincers and shaking him back and forth, as if displeased with his frailty.

Yan Guan was terrified that the man would get annoyed and assign him to clean the latrines or something, which would be the death of him. He quickly said, "I know a bit of medicine."

The bearded man raised an eyebrow and gave him a good look over. "You’re a doctor?" 

Yan Guan nodded vigorously.

The bearded man let out a slight chuckle from his throat. "Go serve in the royal camp."

The royal camp was where the Wugan royal family lived, but the customs of Wugan were different from those of the Liang Dynasty. They didn’t have many offspring or concubines, so the royal camp was only slightly larger than the government office.

Yan Guan let out a sigh of relief. Working in the royal camp was always a bit easier.

After more than a month, Yan Guan had completely settled into life in Liangzhou. Of course, his current days couldn’t compare to how things were before, but as long as he was careful in his work, he could keep his life intact.

Yan Guan also noticed that the actual masters of the royal camp were few and far between. Most of the time, he was just doing small, menial tasks like sweeping. The physicians in the medical office saw that he had solid skills and a sharp mind, so they often gave him errands to run.

There wasn’t much work to do most days, so the wounds he’d suffered on the journey healed well, and before long, his complexion looked much better.

Yan Guan had always been good-looking, and with some tidying up, he appeared rather handsome and refined. Even though he usually sat quietly outside the medical office, he still drew quite a few glances from passersby.

"Hey, get me some medicine for wounds."

Yan Guan was squatting on the ground when he suddenly heard a voice, startling him. He quickly raised his head.

Standing before him was a young man dressed in luxurious clothes, with fur trimming his collar and cuffs, and a string of wolf teeth hanging around his neck. He was staring at Yan Guan with a rather unfriendly expression.

Yan Guan didn’t know which noble this was, but it didn’t matter—he couldn’t afford to offend anyone. He quickly stood up, bowed, and hurried into the medical office to fetch the medicine.

When he returned with the medicine, Chao Lun finally got a good look at him. The man was rather delicate and handsome. What a pity—he was probably one of the criminals sent over from the Liang Dynasty. Curious, Chao Lun decided to ask.

"What crime did you commit?" he asked, tapping the branded character on Yan Guan’s forehead with the medicine bottle.

Yan Guan shrank his neck, bowed respectfully, and replied, "I don’t know."

"You don’t know?" Chao Lun chuckled at the response, then thought for a moment. "Well, that’s fair—there’s no shortage of unjust cases that no one can make sense of."

Chao Lun was fifteen years old and in the prime of his playful years. He spent his days riding horses and hunting, and injuries were a common occurrence.

He was usually accompanied by fierce guards, but now, seeing Yan Guan, who was as soft and pliable as a dumpling, he felt like teasing him a bit.

"I’m the second prince of Wugan, did you know that?"

Yan Guan was startled. The second prince—that would be the younger brother of the Wugan king! He didn’t know him personally but was terrified of offending him. He quickly knelt down. "I didn’t know…"

Chao Lun waved his hand impatiently. "You Liang people have too many rules. I’ll give you an order."

"Tomorrow, I’m going hunting. Be ready at the hunting grounds."

Yan Guan didn’t know what the prince had in mind, but he didn’t dare refuse.

The next morning, Yan Guan got up at the crack of dawn, packed some medicine for injuries, and hurried to the hunting grounds.

He had seen hunting grounds in Yangzhou before, but they were far smaller than this place. There was no pavilion for drinking tea or resting in the shade—just forests and open grasslands.

Yan Guan squatted obediently under a stone pillar, waiting.

He waited all the way until the afternoon, but no one came. Yan Guan sighed, thinking the second prince, like many nobles, had simply forgotten. Yet he didn’t dare leave, so he walked a half circle around the area and continued waiting.

Chao Lun was a fickle person. He had originally planned to have Yan Guan follow him to the hunting grounds. The man clearly couldn’t ride or shoot, which would have made for some entertaining scenes.

However, Chao Lun quickly found other amusements and went off with a few friends to a restaurant to watch an acrobatic horse performance.

This left Yan Guan in a miserable situation. Autumn had already arrived, and the northern winds were bone-chillingly cold.

Yan Guan had no thick clothing, still wearing the thin robe issued by the government earlier. He tucked his hands into his sleeves and huddled under the stone pillar to block some of the wind.

The sky quickly darkened. Yan Guan looked around, and thought it was better to leave since it seemed like no one would come. He rubbed his numb legs and prepared to head back to the palace.

The rain started without warning.

Yan Guan, carrying the medicine pack, didn’t have time to take cover and was soaked to the bone by the sudden downpour. He couldn’t help but curse, “This godforsaken place doesn’t even have a pavilion!”

Wugan was a nomadic tribe, known for its fierce and untamed customs. While they had relay stations, not many people cared for things like pavilions.

Fuming, Yan Guan started running along the official road. With Liangzhou’s weather, if he caught a cold from getting soaked, who knew how long it would take to recover.

Suddenly, he heard the rapid sound of horse hooves behind him. The rain was so loud that he hadn’t noticed earlier.

When Yan Guan turned around, the herd of horses was already right in front of him.

“Move!” The rider was speaking in Wuganese, and Yan Guan didn’t understand. He froze for a moment, and seeing the horses unable to stop in time, he quickly dodged to the side.

But that only made things worse. The muddy ground in the rain was slippery, and he stepped on something, falling face-first into the mud.

Yan Guan was stunned from the fall. He wiped the mud and water off his face, swaying as he tried to get up, when a hand appeared in front of him, reaching out to help.

“Can you stand?” It was still Wuganese.

Yan Guan couldn’t understand, but when he looked up along the outstretched hand, he saw the person who had nearly run him over. His eyes immediately caught sight of the golden, gleaming belt on the other’s waist, and he thought to himself, I’m in trouble.

He quickly wiped the rain from his face and staggered to his feet, saying, “I’m sorry, I didn’t see you, sir.”

Chao Ge didn’t look particularly pleased. In the dim rain, the horse had bolted uncontrollably, and when he saw someone in front of him, he pulled the reins hard but still startled the person. If the man had been injured, he’d have to starve the beast for a few meals.

When he got a clear look at Yan Guan’s face, he was taken aback. It’s actually him? Chao Ge let out a short laugh and switched to the official language, saying, “What are you afraid of? I told you to get on the horse.” Seeing that Yan Guan wasn’t hurt, he breathed a sigh of relief, though he still thought the horse deserved to be starved.

Without waiting for a refusal, he grabbed Yan Guan by the back of his collar and threw him onto the horse.

Yan Guan, stiff as a lamb awaiting slaughter, lay awkwardly over the saddle, his mind racing with wild thoughts.

He was freezing and began to shiver uncontrollably. The person behind him didn’t seem to be faring much better, urging the horse to gallop faster. The only warmth came from the hot breath blowing against his ear.


Footnotes:

青黑的刺字 (qīnghēi de cìzì) = "dark tattoos" ("刺字" refers to punitive tattoos used in ancient times). For more details: Ink punishment, 黥刑 (qíng xíng)





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Chapter 2: City Gate


Yan Guan’s case finally settled. There had been some commotion just a few days ago, but ever since the court session concluded, things had started to calm down. 

Yan Guan numbly shovelled the rough food into his mouth. He had to eat carefully, otherwise the small stones inside the gruel would chip his teeth.

After he sent Auntie Yang off that day, someone had come to see him, and his only hope of appealing to the Capital had been completely destroyed.

Yan Guan stared intently at the oil lamp on the side of the dungeon passage, where a piece of paper had once burned. There was nothing too unusual about it - just a list of the properties and wealth of some ordinary citizens. 

But the moment Yan Guan saw it, his blood ran cold.

He was like a small wounded animal, cowering behind the wooden bars and roaring helplessly, only to be met with derisive sneers from the other side.

"You better watch yourself. If you dare appeal to the Capital, everyone listed here will suffer. After being in prison for this long, you should know what that person is capable of.”

It was Kong Ding… Kong Ding again! He was convinced that Yan Guan had witnessed everything onboard the enemy ship, and even if it meant killing the wrong person, he wouldn’t let him go. 

Yan Guan had never seen him before, but fate is unpredictable and it insisted on  oppressing him. With a hoarse voice, he stammered, "I understand... I won’t go..."

The other person burned the paper, satisfied with Yan Guan's ability to adapt to the situation.

There were still a few days left before they left, and the formal orders had yet to arrive. Yan Guan and his group remained in the pitch-dark prison, where not even the daylight could reach.

“Hey, stop staring at it. The fire’s too bright, it’ll hurt your eyes,” the man next to him reached out and covered Yan Guan's eyes.

Yan Guan pulled his gaze away and continued to eat with his head down.

"Little doctor Yan, help big brother take a look later, will you? My back’s been aching ever since I took that beating last time," knowing that Yan Guan practiced medicine, everyone had gotten used to calling him that out of affection for the young half-grown boy.

“Alright,” Yan Guan smiled at him.

……..

On one side, the prison was cold and dark, while on the other side, at the Willow Bridge Tavern, the songs and festivities were warm and lively.

"Since King Wugan has traveled from afar, let this old man offer the first toast," said the elderly man with white hair and beard, raising his cup with a smile.

Chao Ge raised his hand to signal and finished his cup as well.

This spring, he had traveled to the Capital to meet the Emperor. Upon hearing that the southern regions were rich in resources, he continued southward to Yangzhou.

After staying here for a few days, he felt that this place was truly a paradise on earth.   The scenic beauty of the small bridges and flowing waters alone was overwhelming, not to mention the abundance of the local products.

Wugan was far up in the North and much of its cloth and grain still needed to be imported from the Central Plains. His trip to Yangzhou this time was motivated by a simple desire to inspect the area. He wondered if it was possible to use the sea route to transport goods to Wugan. That way, they wouldn’t have to rely on border market trade every year. However, this would be difficult to implement, so it needed to be pursued gradually.

Even though he was a foreign king with a different surname, since he had come here, it was inevitable that he would have to meet with the local officials, and Chao Ge willingly  accepted this.

The South valued literature, and most of the guests present were scholars. Chao Ge had initially thought he might be looked down upon, but to his surprise, the customs here were so open-minded that not only did they not differentiate between “barbarians,” but even the distinctions between the four classes - scholars, farmers, artisans and merchants - were not very obvious.

It was probably due to the opening of sea trade, Chao Ge thought to himself. Wealthy merchants here had frequent dealings with the imperial court. This certainly made it much easier to move around.

After drinking several pots of wine at the restaurant, the guests at the table began engaging in the poetic game of "feihua caisi" (flying flowers, plucking poetry). Chao Ge, whose literary talent was average, didn’t join in the refined festivities and took his leave. He sent his subordinates back first and wandered along the city’s waterways to sober up.

As he strolled aimlessly, he eventually reached the City Gate. It was unexpectedly lively today, with a large, noisy crowd gathering.

Chao Ge, being tall and broad, stood on the outside, trying to catch a glimpse of the commotion.

It turned out that a group of prisoners was being transported. Chao Ge overheard bits of conversation.

“Isn’t that the Yan family’s boy?!”

“Hush, hush! Don’t say anything,” an elderly woman quickly lowered her head and pulled her daughter-in-law away.

Chao Ge moved a bit closer and clearly overheard some scholars talking.

“Truly, you can’t judge a book by its cover.”

“Tsk, Brother Yang, I don’t think it’s entirely that way. How long has it been since the navy last trained? Everyone can see it. Could we really lose just because a half-grown boy colluded with the enemy?”

Brother Yang was silent for a moment. “That’s true, sigh…”

Chao Ge rolled his eyes. Great, yet another unclear and murky case. He instantly lost interest. When he first came to the Liang Dynasty years ago, he felt the politics here were too complex. But as for Liang’s internal affairs, it wasn’t his place as a foreigner to comment.

Chao Ge looked into the crowd and saw the so-called “traitor who colluded with the enemy”.

Amid the soldiers, he appeared particularly small and thin. His pale face was smeared with blood and ashes, and his hair was a tangled mess like dry grass. Who knew how long he had been in prison? His eyes were fixed on the ground, and his lips were tightly pressed together, yet he didn’t cry.

Chao Ge felt a little amused. This kid didn’t really seem capable of such a feat - colluding with foreign enemies?

The soldiers escorting the prisoners urged them along, and Chao Ge was pushed back. He reached out to steady himself by grabbing the person in front of him, but to his surprise, the man looked up and let out a frightened gasp.

Chao Ge was puzzled. Do I really look that scary?

He was a man raised on horseback, and his stature, of course, needed no explanation—broad shoulders, a tall and muscular build. In fact, he had a strikingly handsome appearance, though he didn’t seem like someone easy to get along with.

Yan Guan heard the commotion not far away and finally lifted his head for a glance, just in time to meet Chao Ge's gaze.

But in just a brief moment, he lowered his eyes again. Nothing interested him anymore. Whatever spirit he had once had had long been worn away in prison.

For some reason, that fleeting glance caused an inexplicable pause in Chao Ge’s heart. There's a saying that you can't judge a person by their appearance, but Buddhism teaches that outward appearances come from within. Chao Ge had seen plenty of people in his life—many with the crafty look of scheming scoundrels, or the shallow faces of slick and common men. Yet despite the boy’s filthy face, his bone structure seemed refined, and there wasn’t the slightest trace of malice in his eyes.

He’d heard that this group of people was headed to Wugan in the northern lands. Could someone as frail as this boy, with a body as thin as reeds, survive such a journey? Chao Ge found himself momentarily lost in thought.

But it was only for an instant. The man who had fallen earlier realized his embarrassment, and repeatedly thanked Chao Ge.

Chao Ge came back to his senses and nodded slightly. When he looked ahead again, the boy had already been pushed through the City Gate.

The heavy shackles scraped across the ground with a harsh, grating sound. From a quick glance, Chao Ge could tell that the yokes on these men’s shoulders weighed at least seven or eight jin (~3.5-4 kg).

Chao Ge didn’t stay long. Liangzhou was under his rule. The people of Wugan benefited  from the gifts of the grasslands and believed in the protection of Menghe Changshengtian (The Eternal Heaven). They had their own set of customs regarding rewarding the good and punishing the evil, which didn’t entirely align with the harsh laws of the Liang Dynasty.

Liangzhou had also adopted the Liang Dynasty’s legal code. Although it gave the lower classes the fair opportunities to pursue justice, under the corruption, it covered up even more unbearable things. Chao Ge absentmindedly thought that revision of laws would benefit future generations, but realistically it would require a long time to polish.

There were many willows trees in Yangzhou. As Chao Ge walked back, stepping on the damp fallen leaves, he couldn’t help but start worrying about state affairs again.

He shook his head, smiling to himself, and muttered, "Come on, I finally got out of there and I’m still thinking about unnecessary things."

He didn’t expect to accomplish anything great during his short term in power. As the saying goes, “When one's belly is full, one ponders virtue; when one is cold and hungry, one turns to theft(1)” His tribe’s basic needs of food and warmth hadn’t even been solved yet, and here he was worrying about laws and such future matters.

Upon returning to the inn, he sent a letter to Wugan, instructing several officials at court to keep a good watch over things. He also wrote a family letter to Chao Bao and Chao Lun, sharing some small talk.

His younger sister had always been sensible from a young age, so there wasn’t much to say. But Chao Lun was truly a headache—already fifteen and still so irresponsible. If not for the fact that in five years he would have to inherit the throne, Chao Ge wouldn’t have even bothered with him. Thinking about this, Chao Ge ultimately couldn’t resist and added a few more lines to the letter.

It was, admittedly, a bit awkward. 

The succession of the Wugan throne followed the principle of “xiōng zhōng dì jí, fù sǐ zǐ jì”(2), i.e. elder brother passing to younger brother, father passing to son. The previous Wugan King was Chao Ge’s uncle and Chao Lun’s father. By all rights, Chao Lun should have ascended to the throne, but he was too young and the people were not convinced. Moreover, he had no grasp of managing state affairs.

Thus, Chao Ge, who governed his own fiefdom at the border, was summoned. He swore an oath not to marry or have children, silencing the critics, and managed to stabilize the court. Bringing order to the chaos was not an easy feat, and it was only this spring that he finally found the time to come to the Liang Dynasty to present tribute.

Chao Ge bit the end of his pen. He wasn’t the type to write gentle, affectionate words of admonishment. Instead, he sternly wrote a few commanding sentences, ordering Chao Lun to stay in the royal camp and diligently study and practice martial arts, before putting down his pen.

He was, after all, someone entrusted with the throne in a time of crisis. The court was filled with differing loyalties, and Chao Lun’s maternal family was especially hard to deal with.

Chao Ge sighed, sealed the letter, and prepared to stay in Yangzhou for a few more days. Yet, for some reason, the soft cloud-like bed that he had slept on for days seemed exceptionally uncomfortable tonight. 

Chao Ge tossed and turned for a long time, unable to sleep. In a hazy dream, he once again saw the scene at the city gate that afternoon. The hurried glance they exchanged was prolonged, and Chao Ge could clearly see the boy’s face.
Footnotes:

  1. 飽暖思□□,饑寒起盜心 (bǎo nuǎn sī... jī hán qǐ dàoxīn): “When one's belly is full, one ponders virtue; when one is cold and hungry, one turns to theft.” A idiom which refers to how one’s morals go out the window in times of desperation. 

  2. 兄終弟及, 父死子繼 (xiōng zhōng dì jí, fù sǐ zǐ jì): lit., older brother dies, younger one takes over; father dies, son takes over.





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Chapter 1: Wronged


"Summon Yan Guan of Yangzhou!" a voice boomed through the courtroom.

Immediately after, several constables squeezed into the not-so-spacious hall pushing a man forward.

"Yan Guan, a physician from Yangzhou, colluded with river pirates leading to the defeat of our navy. According to the law, you should be sentenced to death. However, considering your reputation and your service in the community, your death penalty is commuted. Instead, you will be exiled to Liangzhou!"

Yan Guan almost spat out blood upon hearing the magistrate’s self-righteous verdict.

"Your Excellency, please listen to me!(1)" Yan Guan banged his head on the stone floor with a loud thud, just the sound of which made one cringe in sympathy.

"I have been wronged!(2) On March 18th, I went to the Lotus Hill to gather some medicinal herbs and stopped by to offer incense to the gods. I was ambushed on a country path, and knocked unconscious. When I woke up, I was already on the pirate ship. How could I have colluded with anyone? I don’t know a single one of those pirates! Someone must be framing me! I beg Your Excellency to deliver justice!"

The magistrate, a frail old man who had only recently taken office this year, knew nothing of the prior situation.

Yan Guan shivered at the thought. If only the previous magistrate, Cheng, were still in office. He was a just, incorruptible and upright official, and would have definitely cleared Yan Guan's name. Unfortunately, Magistrate Cheng had been transferred to Jiangning.

Fear gripped Yan Guan’s heart as he glanced up at the people in the courtroom.

Bang! The sound of the gavel slamming down made Yan Guan jump.

"Nonsense! On March 18th, our troops were preparing to ambush and wipe out these vile pirates. Why were you the only one found on their ship? Wasn’t it because you discovered our navy at Lotus Hill and immediately went to warn the pirates, causing us to lose the element of surprise and suffer heavy casualties?"

In recent years, the coastal trade had started booming, and with it, there had been an increase in pirate activity. But these were mostly small-time raids, easily suppressed by a few hundred soldiers.

Yan Guan, however, had been truly misfortunate.

The official in charge, Kong Ding, who took office last year, was lazy and corrupt. He accepted bribes, spent his time indulging in pleasure houses, and let the pirate problem fester for a year. But now, fearing that the pirates would affect his performance in this year’s inspections, he hastily dispatched troops to suppress them. 

Who knew that his decision would turn out to be a mistake, and he would be beaten by the other side instead. If this were pursued, how could he possibly bear the responsibility for the lives of dozens of people? He hurriedly wrote a letter asking his father-in-law, who held power in the central government, to save his life.

As a result, Yan Guan and a dozen or so soldiers who had no backing became scapegoats.

To be fair, it really was just his bad luck. The pirates had kidnapped him merely to ransom a little money, but once the fighting started, no one paid attention to him, and he was tossed into the ship's hold. Before he could even feel grateful for being rescued and seeing daylight again, he was thrown into prison the next second.

For more than half a month, Yan Guan was completely confused and couldn’t figure things out no matter how hard he thought.

By the time he appeared in court and met the prefect, he had become somewhat enlightened.

Someone actually believed this jumbled logic? He didn't think so. There must have been some hidden dealings behind the scenes, otherwise he wouldn't believe it.

He was just a person of low status with little influence, not someone who could sway the tides like others. Still, he had to be grateful that the other side showed some mercy by not cutting his throat, leaving him with his life.

Before long, a written confession was brought up for him to sign and seal. Yan Guan stared at the document accusing him of his crimes, so furious he felt like coughing up blood.

"Just admit it, it'll spare you some suffering." One of the constables, seeing Yan Guan's young age, couldn't help but feel a bit of pity.

Yan Guan gave a bitter smile, "But I didn’t do it. How can I confess?"

He thought about how truly unlucky he was. Both his parents had passed away, leaving him with barely enough to scrape by. He ran a small apothecary to earn a living, but here he was, unjustly accused of a crime.

"Please tell me who it is?" Yan Guan, who had never encountered such an injustice before couldn’t hold back his tears.

The constable hesitated for a moment, then coldly responded, "And what difference would it make even if you knew?" As he spoke, he roughly grabbed Yan Guan’s hand and pressed it onto the paper. A bright red handprint stained the black and white paper, so absurd it felt like a cruel joke.

Yan Guan struggled, crying out, "I didn’t do it! I didn’t do it! Why should I take the blame? Those who commit the crime won’t own up to it, and the lives of ordinary people are treated as if they don’t matter. Aren’t you afraid that the ghosts of the dead will haunt you at night?"

“Ugh!” A constable quickly rushed forward, pressing Yan Guan to the ground, and stuffed a filthy cloth into his mouth, making him tear up instantly as he gagged. His arms were twisted behind his back, and several large feet kicked his waist, causing him immense pain.

"Why hasn’t he been dragged out yet?" someone in the courtroom shouted angrily.

Yan Guan was yanked up by his hair, his scalp tearing in the process. He had already fared poorly in his cell, his body covered with large and small wounds, bleeding and festering with pus. Then, like a dirty rag, he was thrown back into the filthy prison.

The night grew cold.

Huddled in a pile of straw to keep warm, Yan Guan started thinking.

His neighbourhood uncles and aunties were probably worried sick, but there was nothing they could do. He didn’t want to drag them down either.

There were a few pieces of silver hidden in the cracks of the bricks near his bed at home. When it was time to set off, he would ask someone to fetch it for travel expenses. He had heard that without money, the constables would bully you on the road...

Every few years there would be a general amnesty. Maybe, very soon, he could return. But when that time came, if he went to Kaifeng to appeal his wrongful conviction, would anyone even listen to him?

In Yangzhou, April’s days were fresh and vibrant. The willow trees at the gate must be bright green and full of life. If he were to leave, all the flowers and plants at home would surely die. And what about grandma’s medicine?

...

Yan Guan, lost in his hazy thoughts, unknowingly began to cry. His frail, small body curled up into a ball as he sobbed helplessly.

He was only sixteen, with no family to depend on. What could he even do?

Two days passed, but for some unknown reason the date of his exile kept getting postponed again and again. It ended up giving the families of the prisoners more time to come and visit.

The prison had gotten a little livelier, though that had nothing to do with Yan Guan, who remained alone in the world.

"Little doctor Yan."

Yan Guan had been idly pulling at the grass on the ground when he suddenly heard the voice and whipped his head around.

“Sister-in-law Yang(3), why did you come?” 

Yang Guilan squeezed out a smile and called out, “Come over quickly. I brought some flatbread and eggs.”

Yan Guan crawled over and grabbed the wooden bars. “Sister-in-law Yang, did you sneak money in here?”

“What’s the point of asking that? Hurry up and eat something. Look at how much weight you’ve lost!”

Since Yan Guan’s mother had passed away, Yang Guilan had taken care of him in many ways. After Yan Guan started earning money, he would often bring things to the Yang family.

Taking the still-warm flatbread, Yan Guan began to eat, sniffling as he said, “You shouldn’t come anymore. I won’t be able to get out.”

Yang Guilan gently stroked his head with a pained expression. “You’ve suffered so much. I read the court’s verdict. I watched you grow up—how could I not know you?”

As she spoke, she pulled out a cloth pouch from her bosom, glanced around, and quickly stuffed it into his hand. “I exchanged the silver from beside your bed for silver notes. The road to Liangzhou is long, you’ll need money on you. Hide it well, put it in your shoes.”

When Yan Guan squeezed the pouch, he instantly knew that it contained far more than what he had saved. Sister-in-law Yang(4) had added extra.

"Take it, take it! Everyone says you’ve been wronged, but now the authorities refuse to re-judge the case. I have a letter of appeal written by a scholar. In a couple of days, I’ll take it to the capital to file a complaint!"

Yan Guan quickly grabbed her hand. "No, don’t go! My case is over, please don’t appeal it anymore."

Aunt Yang, an illiterate woman, had already gone above and beyond out of kindness. How could he let her go to the capital for him? What if she offended the powerful...

Yang Guilan let out a sigh, gently patting the back of his hand in reassurance. "Don’t worry. I’ve found a top-notch lawyer. I don’t believe every official in this world is so blind and heartless. If it comes to the worst, I’ll go to Jiangning to find Magistrate Cheng."

Cheng Yu was once the Chief of Criminal Justice in Yangzhou, known for handling cases with strict fairness. He was promoted to Jiangning, so while he knew of the injustices in Yangzhou, he was now powerless to help.

Yan Guan, understanding the difficulties, said, "Auntie, I’ve never asked anyone for help before, but today I beg just one thing: don’t appeal. I accept this injustice."

"You stubborn child! If you accept this, when you return later, your face will be branded. Who will still treat you like a person? You’ll be bullied to death!" 

As she spoke, Yang Guilan began to cry.

"Auntie," Yan Guan tugged on her sleeve, just like when he was a child seeking affection. But the words that came from his mouth were heart-wrenching: "My parents left early. I wanted to serve you like an elder, but now it seems I don't have that fortune. Please… just think of me as dead... Don’t go to the capital, I beg you."

Aunt Yang held Yan Guan’s hand through the wooden bars, unable to say another word.

During his time in prison, listening to the officers who were jailed with him, Yan Guan had come to understand who was really behind all this.

Kong Ding’s father-in-law was a high-ranking official, a first-rank minister. Yan Guan didn’t fully grasp what a Guanglu Dafu was, but he knew it referred to someone for whom human lives didn’t matter.

His fellow prisoners were men who had served under this person’s command. After surviving the battlefield, they were now caught in this calamity, feeling indignant but powerless.

"Kong Ding doesn’t know a damn thing. He won’t even let people speak the truth. His commands were a complete mess, and he still dared to dream of emulating General Han’s tactics. He doesn’t even know his own worth."

"Now that the army has been defeated and a review is coming, he’s heading to the capital. How can he afford to have a blemish on his record? He’s scrambling to find scapegoats, shutting everyone up."

"In my opinion, this move of his to get out of trouble is pretty clever. He grabs this young brother and accuses him of colluding with the enemy, which conveniently shifts the blame of his own poor command away from himself. Then, he falsely accuses us of disobedience and desertion, without mentioning a word about how he didn’t train the troops for an entire year, just sitting idly in his position."

At this point, Yan Guan felt a pat on his shoulder.

He sighed deeply. By now, he was utterly resigned to his fate. In his spare moments, he could still be thankful that he was headed to Liangzhou, not Huizhou or Qingzhou.

Liangxia had only recently made peace a few years back, and while there were occasional border skirmishes, Liangzhou was home to the Wugan tribe and was under the rule of the Liang Dynasty. Though it was far away, it was still better than dying while defending the border.


Footnotes:

  1. 恩相明鏡 (ēnxiàng míngjìng): "Your Excellency, you must see the truth clearly"

  2. 小人有冤 (xiǎorén yǒu yuān): lit. "this humble one has been wronged"

  3. 楊嫂子 (Yáng sǎozi): Sister-in-law Yang, a respectful or familiar way to refer to a woman of a similar generation, indicating a close relationship.




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